it has been yet another hectic week, with trgs, volleyball interclass (we got bronze!) and fireworks festival ushering, but shall talk about the past few days..
friday 220808 we were brought to the floating platform and being the first time there and doing ushering (which means we were supposed to be super knowledgable about the place), it seemed like a difficult task but with the help of gwenn (our IC), we manage to do a tidy job, without much difficulty here and there. the fireworks was fantastic, theme was about french romance but there wasn't any romance anywhere beside me. i was sitting beside junhao. lol.
saturday 230808 2nd day there! this time i manage to memorise most of my area, and being more experienced helped a whole lot. luckily there was hanwee to help, so the frantic-ness cut down. So decided to go down to help karen and when i went down she ask me ,"why you come down?" denn i say "ppl ask me come help you.." well, i expected a thankyou, denn she was like "WHY NOW THEN COME?!" lols! okay la, used to getting disturbed.(: well it was certainly more busy on saturday, plus the rain was super irritating (it was raining on friday too)..standing in the rain for so long for 2 days in a row, i expect to get sick soon. anw, the fireworks (korean taste) was much more fantastic in my opinion.(: this time had more company as we watch fireworks, with keith jlim charlynn kyaw jane and renee. after the fireworks we went to the stage to watch the live band Cats in the Cradle perform and man, they are certainly fantastic! as they play we scream along and zi high and take photos and all. never felt so free and happy for a long time.(: after that we chiong to get photos withh cats in the cradle and their autograph!(:
240808 sunday (today) had tuition in e morning and denn went down to de courtyard to have rehearsals with ZARZ. had a short one, denn rush down to schh to go victoria sec to play against japan's u-16 team. we were all predicting a loss because we were not used to the artificial turf, plus it was raining heavily, so it was an disadvantage for us. we attacked more, with jestor hitting the side netting. midway in the first half zul scored from halfway line, and the half ended that way. second half, i came in for jestor and immediately they scored. -.- i thought i was the cause for it..but i made ammends by starting the attack for the 2nd goal with a throw in to zul, before he squared to shakir and he finished it off. sharul scored the 3rd ten minutes before the game ended. we were all super happy! (: but during the game totally cannot see anything with the rainwater all in the eyes, and it was certainly difficult to play. but glad we managed it.(:
dunnoe what's the problem but if you guys do have a problem with me just say it out and don't just suddenly stop talking to me like that. what's the point? it won't solve anything. and it wasn't just me who didn't want to change the allocation thingy, so whats the idea about giving me that stupid attitude, give the rest the same attitude la! its clear that you all have some biasedness against me, i got nothing to say, cos i'm tired of guessing why are you all upset with me etc etc. everytime i hear that you all hear something about me i'll do my best to get no misunderstandings occur. i'm sick and tired of changing so that you all will not be upset with me all the time. forget it, its my life now, i won't change so that i'll please you all anymore since nothing works. thanks ah, thanks alot.
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