sigh, been a long week this week and.. ya. saw with my own eyes how fast a family could break up, and that was what happen to me. in almost a space of one week, my family almost tore into 2, and i like to thank God for showing mercy and blessing our family, now i know that He's always there for me.(: right, gotta thank kyaw and szeron and renee for being there when i need someone..
anyway school was lousy too, still there's no one coming for rehearsals, and yes the props are done, thanks to me ZS CC po yang arthur and faris. and only po yang is part of the props team. the rest, dunno die where. and then i dunno if i'm paranoid, but it's like everyone has an issue with me..esp ex-25 boys, no lah, not just ex-25, but down to three people, derrick ZS and SR. don't want to talk to me, all that, i think i'm paranoid lah, but aiyo. then derrick can still argue with janette just cos she pulled me by the HAND. eh hello, i always see janette as my older sister, i never had those eyes for her okay, get your facts right, if you paranoid about your relationship don't like that la. trust your girl can.. sorry if i'm becoming very straight but that's what i've become. i decided that enough is enough. keeping it inside is too much.
right, still wanna thank jenting & co. plus hua plus kyaw, for keeping my company all this "lonely" times.(:
i don't need someone who don't trust me.(:
bleh, hancock sucks! but two thumbs up for will smith's acting! whoo! i love will!
~written to the Dark Lord at
8:33 PM
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