the past few days have been a disaster for me.. dealing with a totally no-good-dirty-lying-... in the end getting myself facing the prospect of getting caned when school reopens. because of this things, mom has instilled super high disciplinary on me, and it will be totally horrible to live for the next 4 weeks. been really down the past few days, and other than ker and hong qi, only kyaw has been the one who realised that i have been very down. i once told annabelle before, that, though i treat kyaw as my brother, he always seem to be not around and totally non-existent sometimes.. but she told me that a true friend need not be there all the time, but there when you need him most. i guess now i finally understand what she meant. thanks kyaw, from the bottom of my heart. (: anyway i really hope my this poor negative mood will not affect others.. i hope i won't lose it again, neither will I vent my frustrations on others. Jesus help me. =/ sigh.
thanks to those too who cheered me up ytd! (: Ker, don't ignore imaginaryfriend/biao/bug/(many other more nicknames) already la..=D
~written to the Dark Lord at
8:31 PM
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