picture this. you are all geared up in the morning.. feeling both excited, nervous, anxious, and the confidence is slowly building up in you. you are about to go for a performance-cum-showcase thingy.. well. its really important. you have practiced for like dunno how many months..6-7? around there.. and in the morning. you are about to leave the house for school. you get out of the house hoping to hear, "good luck" or "do your best". but you get nothing but "come home early, dun go run around and do mischieveous things."
now picture this, imagine you are in this character's shoes. you really love dancing and performing.. you tell your mom about it, tell your mom you need a suit for your performance and certain accescories to go with it. she tells you NO. she tells you it is expensive and if you want it, you have to get it yourself. fine.. so you change the whole dance routine to something you can do, and can get costumes FOC. and so on the day of the performance you expect to hear encouraging words. cos you are feeling really quirky as you had only practiced the whole sequel for 2 days. you really need the support and encouragement. but on that morning.. your mother scolds you for some stupid reason and makes a big fuss out of a small thing and spoils the whole family's mood.
try this.. you arent really good, academically. you tell your parents this, and tell them you cant really study. you arent made out for studying. but you love soccer. you are good at it, and you want to use soccer to make it big. mom says, "soccer is no good. you cant get any certificate or you can feed your family out of it. Besides, you must be real good, which i dun think you can."
now for the last one. its your last year with your beloved classmates. you have a great bond forged with your classmates. you want to spend as much time with them, cherish it before breaking up into different classes. you tell your mom you have a class chalet so we can spend all our time together as classmates and have fun together and all sorts. she gives you a downright straight no. she doesnt care about the money you have already paid. she doesnt care about the upset feeling in you cos you have so little time with 38 of the best people in world left.
now, have you put yourself into those scenarios?? how do you feel? well, MOM, if you know im directing this to you.. and if you had felt how i felt after all those scenarios.. its time you change.
~written to the Dark Lord at
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