is my training really paying off? its like, i go the earliest, go on the field, do my own self training.. and i leave the field the latest. like today, i went one hour earlier to practice shooting.. and still.. in today's training.. it was crap. totally crap. im getting all these aches and pain and my head is rocking back and forth. like im in the sea. it hurts alot. i dunno lah. im determined to get my starting place. but my performance today was full of rubbish. and i didnt skip most of the trngs la.. monday to wednesday.. everyday.. full 4 hours of training. sigh.
put unhappy stuffs aside.. had nice chats with darren last night.. long time since we caught up. so it was really cool, talking again..
today before the CPR thing.. the few of us chatted with mrs hairul.. she chatted with us like a friend.. i always knew she was really nice. hahaha. well, we informed her about the class happenings this year.. including enlightening her about what is mother theresa and father satan. hahaha.
well, thats all folks. see you guys.
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